My dream is for women to love me the way they love other men. I wish women would adore me the way the do those other men. If only I could make them pay me some attention, give me my much needed female affection. Even if I am only able to obtain it for just ONE LOUSY DAY. That would make me a very happy man. I lie in bed at night waiting for that moment where at least one female on this planet decides to pay me some attention and to give me some much needed affection. For I have been starved my entire life of female love.
I toss and turn in my bed at night. Praying to those gods that have delivered this curse by which I suffer from a lack of female affection. Denied my entire life by a starvation of female attention. I don’t know why I am no longer able to get any satisfaction from a life that given me no access to female attention.
I see those other men. I envy those other men. They are never short of female attention. They bask in female love, admiration. They boast of the female affection. Never ending access to female sex and idolisation. How I envy those men. How I wish I could be those men. I hope and I pray that maybe I too will enjoy those same satisfactions. Even if it only lasts ONE LOUSY DAY. I will be glad to pay that asking price with my blood and my life. As I will no longer be starved of female love, attention and much needed affection.
Maybe if I prove myself to the women of the world that I too can be worthy of love, affection, attention and acceptance from them then perhaps I will no longer be denied that which has escaped me and avoided me my entire existence. Maybe I’ll will have the love, attention and affection of just ONE woman even if it only lasts for ONE LOUSY DAY.
That would be worth it. I would die a happy man.